New Chapter

Hi Peeps!

Life has been busy but i decided to write again.

why do i decide to write again?

+ ini jadi tugas sekolah

+ that's all

no i was just kidding, i'm glad that Pak Agus gave us this opportunity to make our own blog, 

and rate us with our blog posts and other related this to blog (expert things) which kinda forces us to write (HEHE)

but, yeah, I personally think that this is a good way to make me keep up with my blog, 

which is a nice thing, so first I'm glad that this task is given 

(instead of studying the whole IT things from the book)

why didn't i write these days?

- as i told you before, life has been crazily hectic.

I'm in grade 12 now, so I have a lot of things to take care of,

a lot of decision to make,

and also a lot of effort to make,

to pursue my dreams 

- realizing my limited ability to write

yeaaa, I kinda suck at writing,

but at least I'm still trying :)

it's just like something that i like but not really good at it

but I still doing it, what ever make me happy laaa

the fact that I'm an over thinker, who happen to have thoughts about various things, from educational to unimportant matters, and I do think that it is more efficient to speak my mind through writing a blog rather than saying it, or explaining it to others, or keeping it by myself.

what did I do when I had problems or thoughts?

just to clear my feelings, i usually find it easier to overcome it by writing it all down, 

i often just wrote the thoughts on my phone's notes, 

actually I kinda wanted to make a really nice letter but again, 

I just find it efficient to wrote those down in my phone ( so i could get it of it, anytime i feel like doing it), and what i did was, when i got through the "baper" stage, when i have overcame it, 

I could evaluate my self, similarly to giving advices to my self. 

Most of the time keep reminding my sef that : life goes on, i would not stop because the problems i had, no matter how big it is, no matter how hard it will be, but I keep reminding my self that these too will pass.

then i remind my self that i should focusing on my future, not my past, not about the things i had done, or the things i wish i did, instead, i should think about so, now, what's next?

don't be a dead fish, be dori

just keep swimming, don't just go with the flow, 

hold yourself when you feels things ain't right, 

buts just keep swimming,

remember, 

only dead fish go with the flow.

hold yourself when you feels things ain't right, 

buts just keep swimming,

remember, 

only dead fish go with the flow.

xoxo, OCN

see you on next posts!